Apa-apa yelow...

If you love fear factor doing things to conquer your fear, I believe we are Mom (if i could speak on behalf of Mom) we have "Mom's factor". Its the reality show, "How Mother control and manage their emotions in dealing with daily routines specially with their children". I found out the most interesting is the part when the sensitive issue being tested, which i called "uji kesabaran".... i have to sit every-night with my children.... either to do their home work or just daily study to keep them in pattern of discipline I believe Im kind of person .. quite in control (wink!!) , not easy to tense but when it comes into this subject, I lost my control sometime..sometime :) for real..again only sometime..

The difficulty is not in making them understand or comprehend the subject but..non-technical thing like..."ini dulu lah mi.., itu dulu ya mi..., sebentar aja mi...wanna drink first, or can i watch tv after this...?" this session would be needed around 15 minutes, while I was just coming back from the office straight go to this business..even more perfect when "their advocate" around "boleh ngga aku belajarnya sama ayah...?" dont get the wrong idea it would share the burden, children also knows political game, to be honest I hate being bad cop all the time, and Ayah's always been a good cop specially to our little girl...like saving by the bell...(bad cop that everybody loves???? the answer would be Mommy....)

This is story of our routine day..during "waktu belajar"..with my girl

+ Gifta, read this book ok..? (i picked one small story book to practice her reading ability..)
- Why not this..? this is very easy..(she picked other book..)
+ No, this one..u should read loudly..remember on sound..and join..
(She started and just finished one sentence and stopped..and looked at me..)
- I need something for my hair...
(without any comment I get her hair band randomly and put on her head...and get it done..)

- I dont want this one Mom, I want the pink one with heart and fluffy on it..

(here u go guys...and no point of arguing..Mom's got do what Mom's got to do...)
+ ok continue reading..and do the exercise after..
(She continued reading..and again stopped..)
- Mommy why apa-apa yelow? apa-apa yelow?
(she meant everything looked yellow in her eyes, and I was so worried, thought She was dizzy or something..)
+ Have a drink Gifta.., some more..how do u feel now? (worried and concern ..yellow?..oh no, its impossible...tried to get rid of bad thought..)
- still apa-apa yelow Mom..
+ r u ok? feel pusing or perut ngga enak? (concern..and worried..)
- No,...Oooh I know Mom..your cloth is yellow... jadi apa-apa jadi yellow...

Is it really something being a Mom or what?...dont go for fear factor juz go to "Mom's factor"....you will enjoy watching it.. funny as long as u're not the actor..

To my Lovely children :
Seriously, Mommy really enjoy being in this show makes me feel like a winner everyday by seeing you grow.... Enjoy every part..every moment.. Specially when little beautiful voice of yours whispering.."Thank you Mom..." or "I love you Mom..." you guys give me the world...